love of a lifetime...

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about us...

to the man who i used to love n now..still confius bout that feeling left inside...

times flies...

time do nothing with me n my memory. memory bout me n him. yea..a memory of this love n to belove isn't easily erased from my mind n till now am can still hearing his voice saying how much he did love me once. n when the time i did believed in everything his words pass tru my ears. for me no lies, no hesitation, full with hope till our end of our life.

when the time said it was enuf, then i have to let it go. the feeling that no one wants to be filled in their heart. the most hurtful feeling, we have to pick up our own way before thing become bad to worst. but who can deny the feeling left inside? i am a liar if i said i dun love him at all rite now or not miss him while we are far away..very far...

lately ,he keep calling me. said how much he still love me n care for me. that was touching me so much like i wanna to fly to nothern Berlin to say how much i do love him too. no one fit the bill until now.wat shud i do? tell him the truth? n will hurt again with the same person twice??wooo..this is my biggest scare of all. i dun wanna be foolish anymore.its enuf-juz one cruel things happen to me. till i dun even remember how was strong i am to pass thru dis alone. with the unhealed wound.see how much i sufferred becoz of him...

but, when the time to call it quits, its juz for a moment.i still mizz him ekceli. but akan ku serah cinta ku pada yang lain. u dun deserve this ok!!!hohooo tolong laa!!!!

for this time, i've made up my mind- he is a history. no matter how much i still love him.

::this tears is not for u anymore::

:(