boring

sleepyyy..

tired...

tension...

but..

still happy.....wahahahaaaa...

nitey

HE IS THERE

LIPTON

hai gedixxx
hai frensss..miss u all a lotssssssss!!!
i been thru a hectic hell weekend.fullstop

last friday my daddy called
me: ayah(separuh jerit)...how r u?
ayah: emm...sounds very well.means u can obtain straight As' rite?

dengan tersengeh bengeh yang perasaan comelll i replied
me: hopefully laa.pray for me ok?
ayah:i do always pray for u n others sibling
terharunye..

me:ayah...can you do me a favour? boleh laa plessss..
ayah:emmm..kene laa tau apabenda nya dulu..
me:i wanna HERBAL LIFE tea. it can gain energy n you can try too to taste the difference.
ayah: product apa ni?tak penah dengar pon.

i showered him with the kajian orang jepun yang minum tea seperti yang diwar-warkan oleh MRS imran dengan penuh mengada. the estimation price oso..

ayah:ooo..sound good rite?
me:yes (dengan penuh harapan)
ayah:so that..i will buy for you LIPTON TEA. murah je...

GEDEBUK!!!

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the craziness

mornings..

sooo today i am in kind of good mood (or am trying too) as the most killer paper bid me farewell.i feel relieve as the 400 tan rock on my shoulder is taken away by a backho.haaaaahhhh rasa cam ringan skett.but...there are another hundred paun left.so it will be remove soon.on 21 november, when the clock strike 11.30 am.besto

did u know my craziness degree mountained last wednesday nite?iyer...saya tak tipu. i guess if the guys from the opposite block realise that, mati 40 hari saya kene gelak.inilaaa puncak kegilaan ku:

case 1: i have finished my exam at 5.30pm n arrive at my deluxe at 6 somthing. then i on my MP3.after few min i think i need to take my shower tu brush off the negative feeling. then i take my towel n my raga go straight to do stairs like the bathroom is below my room.haikkk...ape ku buat ni??(bathroom is beside the stairs.so..toleh kiri n kanan.patah balik...zasss aku terus menguncikan diri dalam shower...

case 2:i am running out of mineral in my room.so i make up my mind to take some from the nano machine at the 1st floor( my room is on e 4th floor)..then dah sampai tengah jalan, i realizes i didn't take along my tumbler.toink..!!!is it me..??

wake up girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wishlist

ekceli am a bit teruja about people(i mean blogger laah) that have been on a shopping spree..will be..or still think about in with a loooonnnggg list in hand.soo..what r u waiting four girlsssss??juz grab the key n pick up the place..

utk memujuk diriku that still stuck with the books, notes n question..i oso made a list. i mean shopping list..so that, i can memorize them btween the break.n juz waiting for the 21 nov to come.isn't that really tremendous? i mean yeahhh it is triple amazing on how this list can work like a vitamin in me..sungguh mujarab..

here are the wishlist:(but number 1 n 2 adalah rahsia as old folks said, jangan cakap2 nanti tak jadi..soo saper yang dah tahu..please laaaa buat2 tatau...)

1)

2)

3)i wanna buy dark choc jeans.i've been dreams of this 200 hundreds time n how gorjes i am in this jaens. last month i saw at padini. but it isn't really jeans.cam khakis gitu..but still hot coz it has pink n white flower printed at the outside line of the both pocket.sweet...i like this..plus ada free belt yang kiut gak.

4)i wanna new sleeves as am lack of this.yang kelihatan styloo myloo.i went to accent last month gak...n tarak offer laaa kak.soriii...but for this Christmas i am hoping high.tolonglaaa sale 70 %..i loveeee their material tooo.

5)i wanna new top.the one that can match with the dark choc jeans.i wish not white n black coz i have enuf with that colour.somthing green as i have bought green eyeshadow with glitterz which i've been wore juz bout 1 or 2 times..n still learn how to match with other colour of top or tudung.yesterday,when i browse thru the mag, the model was wearing green eyeshadow with purple suit.i found it is nice too if there on me tooo...heheheee

6)i wanna new purse...dah beberapa kali memsurvey,but yet to find that fabulos.semue nye biasa2 aja.

7)i wanna new sunscreen.n am thinking of the loreal newbie..am i worth it??

8)i wanna water resistant watch yang 50m punyer.tapi yg kiut2 semuenye 30m jer.so tak ley laaa scuba dalam2..punah jam aku nnti.

9)i wanna new guy..hot guy that i can date...heheheehhehheheheeeehehehe(gelak secara gedix)

10)i wanna new gadget like pink ipod cam slipper putihh.jual kat i leh??

***exam season ni..i lost my weight bout 1.5 kg.so i am now 49kg n with the 166.6 cm height..the BMI classify me as UNDERWEIGHT..cissss****

***aneroxia hermosa kah?***

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i am really sad today...nooo...

life is...

how is your life?

hectic? sad? gloomy? happy? best? bliss?bitchy?

that is.juz shoot it...

watever ur are in,dun feel bad about that feeling that overwhelmed u becoz it is the colour of your life...

it easy laa to say rather than take any action kan? but do trust in me..we grow thru this pain..sometime the pain is so painless.u dun even need a good terapist to cast it away.u get used of it. thats wat of my fren told me once.

positive.positive

tu laa yang saya perlukan as a booster to create the wonderful feeling inside. matikah saya tanpa positive attitude.iyerrr...mungkin saya sudah pon terjun bangunan 200 tingkat(kalau sy tak mati pon saya akan dipenjarakan sebab mengnggu ketenteraman awam or saya disita dari sebarang aktivit sosial n diwajibkan menjalani terapy selama beberepa tahun), ataupun saya telah menjoin mat pitt untuk mengkhayalkan diri, lagi teruk saya merempitkan diri sehingga memperjudikan nyawa. am DEFINITELY not that STUPIDOO.saya masih waras dan comel walaupon mataku lebam macam kene blasah ngan mafia.

one of my fren will be leaving soon.sad.very the sad.naper laaa u all keep leave me when i need someone to talk too?y? ok u all kenal dier tapi tak kenal. hakim laaaa.die nak berambus dah ke rusia menyambung medicnye.dulu lagi dier nak pergi tapi tak dapat.haaaa padan muker.tapi last sekali aku yang kene tinggal.serve u rite miss eniz alba.maka dengan itu berkurang laa tempat mengadu nasib ku. haihhhhhh.ini dah tak boleh nak positive daahhh. tarik nafas...!!!takper2 tunggu aku k..aku pon bakal menyambung ke oversea.maybe we can go together2 shopping during winter or summer.can we?

tensen.tensen

tapi saya mantain kiut gak walaupon pagi tadi aku dikejutkan dengan si pemesin rumput itu. habis lalang kesayangan aku dipotong. mengapakah dier sangat tak hensem n dengki?adakah pundi kencing dier tersumbat?ataupon mengalami buasir?? u know why i love that lalang?sebab bilik saya adalah dibawah bukit. di lereng bukit terdapat lalang-lalang yang bile ditiup angin akan menggediks kekiri n kekanan.n i can view it clearly from my meja study thru the window. sangat laaa damai sekali.hehehe...sentimental kah saya? yeaaaa...sumtime.u can imagine that lalang yang sangat hijau.dan kini yang tinggalkan hnya laa rumput san chai yang memang tak akan menggedik langsung.mmg tak best!!aku memang marah dengan pemesin rumput itu.awas, kalau aku jumper akan ku nanyikan lagu "pulangkan lalangku"...sambil menangis2 dengan hingus sekali.pastu lap kat baju dier...padan muker kau.

akibat kebosanan dengan background desktop gambar kereta lotus, i wanna to change it. but lotus itu sangat laa cun. sampai saya memujuk my dad utk belikan saya satu. tetapi dier langsung tak makan pujukan ku itu. adakah saya mengalah dengan mudah? nop!!! instead, saya meng'email'kan gambar saya n lotus setiap hari..sampai die belikan satu.takpon dua.kejikah saya dalam mendapatkan lotus? iyer tibe2 terasa keji sekejap. then, igt nak bubuh gambar ngan member2,tapi semuenye cam tak best je, gambar family time raya plak terluper nak save ari tu..jika tidak pasti ada yang berak darah tengok gambar aku posing sakan. lastly, saya bubuh gambar mase g puncak vista dulu.it is one of my feveret laaa..

soo...i wont update for sometime coz jika type pasti saya akn mengupload my notes kerana itu sahaja yang memenuhi ruang akal ku yang akan menjadi senget nnti.
jom beramai2 wish me "Good Luck for exam".love u..

zasssss

the raya story

my hari raya was juz so-so,like mrs imran. n saya bukan juga penggemar makanan tradisi like lemang, rendang n ketupat. tapi if pegi rumah orang habis aku bedal,rasa cam sedaaaaapppp giler.sedap semacam. maybe becoz the hari raya feeling is good enuf on that time. the timing was rite laaa.emosi ku berjaya dikawal semasa hari raya.rasa macam diva laaakk,posing sane..posing sini..(orang lain yang bertunang, orang lain yang posing..this is sooooo meeee..i loikee...)..lambai saner,salam lagikk..senyummm2...iyerr...like celebs i told you..cumer takder redcarpet jer...ooo...sampai luper laakk i demam time tuuuu.yeaaaa saya demam 2 hari before raya n on the way to cure in the 1st raya.but still on pill till a few days after that.takper2...aiman tk kesah.n the tart pon abih aku bedal jugak.tart umah makcik aza mmg bestest n kat umah auntie mmg marvellous!!

kenapa yea raya kena balik kampung?naper tak orang2 kampung dtg ke bandar laak.tukar-tukar angin.emm, nanti takde laa pulak lagu raya dendang perantau n pulanglah kan? nooope, please don't misjudge me like people often does. bukannye tak suker balik kampung..juz trying to be alittle bit affair.kan? but the anectdote is i hate packing n then repacking n packed back everything. its soooo leceh laaa.banyak nak kene basuh laaa tu.kampung n me isn't a good combo.

one more...semuenye kene share. dari bilik sampailaa nak tgk tv n nak mandi pon kene tunggu agak lama... haiiiihhh...tak best langsung..

berlagakkah saya dengan berkata begitu? saya rasa berlagak adalah sebahagian dari diri saya. yeahhh sumtime kite kene berlagak kan? but not all da time ok.mati aku kene kutuk 44 keturunan nanti.ok about me n kampung. most people tend to say that kiter semue is origin from kampung. is that a fact? tak der bukti pon.maka dengan itu saya mengandaikan bahawa half from me is from kampung n another is from town. no,no,no..not half. the percentage from the town is much more than half.apa kebendanya ni..ok geddit?

haihhh..penat laaa type yang remeh temeh camni. tapi saya tetap tak setuju kene balik kampung setiap tahun. kalau macam tu tak gune laaa decorate rumah cantik-cantik.pastu biar jerrrr..grrrrrrrr...

sum up everything : adalah lebih bahagia beraya di umah sendiri ;p

hari ini n semalam

haihhhh...hari ni n semalam sangat laa busannn.naper?saya jadi separa normal laa coz tiada roomate yang nak melayan saya merapu.nak merapu ngn saper?ngan hakim?die ader test autopsi lusa.so nak practice laa about few days.(menatang aper autopsi tu pon aku haram tak tau..gud lakk yeaaa)..lagi pon aku kene call dierr..msg tak layaannn...roomate aku laak dah cabut balik hometown.bapak punyer awal.sengal tol.tinggal kan aku n kak ejan. kitaorang biler dah berkurang, maka kuranglaa idea bernas dan sewel yang kuar.maka busan datang bertandang.

member lain lakk,aku pon haram tak tau diorg buat aper..bukan reti nak datang bilik aku...aku jeelaa yang bertandang ke sana..ni bukan majlis bertandang umah mak mentua iiiyerrrrr..

soo..pagi tadi pas sahur( i ate nasik goreng yang kak ejan masak..huhuhu..aku bedal abis)..aku bantai tido sampai kol 7.26.tu pon naseb baik kak ejan kejutkan...

"eniz,tak reti nak bangun ke?g klass laaa."

eeeiii...dah laaa sejuk,aku kene bangun laaakkkk...huuuuuuuuuu.dengan penuh perasaan malas yang beraja di minda ini, aku pon siap2 n g klassss. call ab,tapi tak angkat. malas laaa nak call byk kali coz dier kan pegi naik kete.sampai kat klass Jin dah sengih-sengih kat aku.pehal laa dier niii.dah laa tak kejut aku sahur.hampeh!!

ada lagi yang meningkatkan sel darah merah aku ke tahap maximum, time aku nak g fotostat-semue mesin rosak..ya allah..ampuni dosaku...amin... mesin-mesin tu masuk air coz hujan lebat malam tadi. yang diorang tak pasang bumbung elok2 tuuu pehal...dah laa mesin tu bapak punyer besar, mahal lak tuuu...baper byk la kos die yekkk. padan muker..nak bukak kedai tapi tak reti nak jaga barang...

pas balik kolej, aku pon lepak kat lab. ingat laa nak lama2 sket..tapi..duuuhhh,perut aku sakit lakkk.(semalam kak ejan sakit perut,jangkit laa ni!!)so pas abih downlod lagu Adam yang baru (tak tahu antara dua feat. Farah a.k.a his galfren).terus jer naik bilik layan toilet laaakkk.

n even tho dah kol 12p.m, tapi mendung jer arini. rasa cam nak tido. tapi ntah pesal laaa otak ni asyik pikir nak baca CLEO jer.coz Miss Alba mesmerize me sooo muchhhhh..tapi jenuh pulun cari copy tapi cam bodo, tarak laaa kat kolej..ari tu dah nampak tapi malas nak beli coz assignment byk nak buat.karang abih aku bubuh gambar lovely Jessica jadi background, pastu semuer artikel2 lam cleo sekali buh kat appendix.hah...mesti mati kene lempang ngan lec.

pikir2 balik, balik umah jer laaa belii..nnti nak bwk balik lagi satu hal.

saya balik umah esok...mom's i'll be backkk!!!

to all my lecs n dearest fren(saya mmg ingat diorang alwayss...diorg jerr tak igt kat saya): selamat hari raya n selamat balik kampung... jgn luper bawak biskut tart k...love tart sooo muccccchhhhhh... maap laaa salah n silap eaaaa... jangan luper study..hehehehehee(ni sepatutnyer no 1)

ahhh...nilaaa akibatnyer kalau tak de orang layan merapu...

have a nice shopping raya...n beserdehanalaa ketika berbuka..jangan memandu secara recklesssss...love those who love youu..happy hols...
sekian...tq..(kita berjumper lagi)...

love of a lifetime...

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about us...

to the man who i used to love n now..still confius bout that feeling left inside...

times flies...

time do nothing with me n my memory. memory bout me n him. yea..a memory of this love n to belove isn't easily erased from my mind n till now am can still hearing his voice saying how much he did love me once. n when the time i did believed in everything his words pass tru my ears. for me no lies, no hesitation, full with hope till our end of our life.

when the time said it was enuf, then i have to let it go. the feeling that no one wants to be filled in their heart. the most hurtful feeling, we have to pick up our own way before thing become bad to worst. but who can deny the feeling left inside? i am a liar if i said i dun love him at all rite now or not miss him while we are far away..very far...

lately ,he keep calling me. said how much he still love me n care for me. that was touching me so much like i wanna to fly to nothern Berlin to say how much i do love him too. no one fit the bill until now.wat shud i do? tell him the truth? n will hurt again with the same person twice??wooo..this is my biggest scare of all. i dun wanna be foolish anymore.its enuf-juz one cruel things happen to me. till i dun even remember how was strong i am to pass thru dis alone. with the unhealed wound.see how much i sufferred becoz of him...

but, when the time to call it quits, its juz for a moment.i still mizz him ekceli. but akan ku serah cinta ku pada yang lain. u dun deserve this ok!!!hohooo tolong laa!!!!

for this time, i've made up my mind- he is a history. no matter how much i still love him.

::this tears is not for u anymore::

:(

masak nasik...

phhuhh..last nite semue orang plan juz nak makan porridge jer time sahur.except me. i hate porridge. lembik camtu.camner laa diaorang boleh telan.time sakit pon aku tak ingin nak makan kanji kecuali if my mom cook dengan resepi yang special.yang cincai-cincai tak main laa.hhihihihi..

thus, before go to bed saya pun masak laa nasik dengan penuh bergaya. sebab semua orang dah tido, if tak pasti rumet aku menjadi mangsa masak nasik.saya memang tak reti masak nasik. kadang-kadang overcook,in other time mentah laakkk..tak paham aku ngan beras pilihan bernas ni.

dengan penuh berdebar saya pun basuh laa beras tu n masukkan dalam rice cooker. seb baik tak tanak dalam kawah...nanti dengan tukang masak nasik sekali dok dalam kawah!!

lepas masuk kan air..dengan konfidennyer saya rasa nasik tuh pasti akan masak dengan cemerlang atas nasihat-nasihat yang telah saya pelajari dulu.saya pon biar jelee nasik tu masak n terus memasukkan coding2 dalam sistem.

after few minit, akibat sistem error yang berlambak-lambak n tak tahu nak betol kat mana dah, i go n check it out nasik saya. apa dah jadik ntah. alamakk...mentah la plakkk.sengal btol laaa.adleast bleh laa repair2 sket ngn menmbah air. kalau lembik macamner,,seronok diorg makan kanji free-free jer.so, i pon tambah laa air.teragak2..tatau banyak mana nak bubuh.selepas menuang air,biar jeelaa n kacau sket2...hahhaaa akhirnya nasikku masak ngan cemerlangnya...

soo ladies...saper yang mendakwa masak nasik adalah senang n simple? tidak!!!ia penuh cabaran darisegi mental. nak congak2 air dier banyak mana... kan payah tuh..masa sahur tadi semue org pandang2 nasik..diorg nak mengejek nasik aku laa tu..lantak kau laaa.yg penting nasik aku masak...

macam ner ngan nasik anda?